Changes

ok so i have decieded to pretty much leave my "so called friends" and start doing things for myself. I hate the fact that i know go and do everything alone. Movies, dinner, and much more, but im not going to sit around and wait for "so called friends" to call me up. it just made me more mad, sad, upset, depressed, and hurt. So on to be a happier person, or try my best to be one. On a side note i have gone back to the gym!!!! yay, not. but i have done very well since just 8 weeks ago i had knee surgery(Torn ACL) but its going good and i have lost 5 pounds, not that you can even tell but it feels so good! I'm happy, alone or not im just going to deal with it all and make the very best of it.