Lost and Confused

ok so i am feeling a little frustrated about so many things, but one thing that has been at the top for so long is friends....I honestly feel as though i am just peoples friends when its convient for them or when i have hockey tickets or anything! And its just such an emotional thing since my dad is living in Canada and i feel as though i have nobody now! People always so they will call and then it never happens and im just so tired of trying to be friends with people when i have to do all the work!!! I have one-way friendships with everyone except with my sister!! But she is married and has her own life!! im just wishing i was already living in Canada so i can really have no friends and stop worring about all this crap! Sorry i just needed to get this off my chest!